Reach Out .

I'm tired !
I just got off of work .
I've been workin' like crazy, hopefully my check pays off .
I really hope it does . I can go to the mall & buy some shit !


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If I Never See Your Face Again .

I'm relaxin' like a mug today man .
I been workin' all weekend .
It's gone pay-off though, but shit I'm tired .
When I get that LX doe I ain't gone complain, lol .


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Silver & Gold .

I'm sooo close. to gettin' a sidekick LX, omg !
It's like right there in my grasp, but I feel it slippin' away .
I get my check next Saturday, which I'm quit sure my next check will
be pretty good . I work 3 days each week, I did the math . I should get paid
somewhere between 170 & 195, I forgot the exact number . I work tonight though !
My weekend is fucked, I go to work tonight 7-close (12:00) and then I gotta wake up at
like 6:40 because I gotta go to school for academic games, then I go to work again 2mrw
7-close (11:00), so I'm gone be a lil' busy . Sunday is my free-day so I'm prolly just gone chill
or something !

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Dreaming Out Loud .

Is there something wrong with me ?
I mean wtf is going on ?
I realized that I haven't had a dream in almost a year .
I mean I go to sleep & wake up with no recollection of a dream .
I don't dream anymore at all .
It's frustrating .
When I had dreams though I had a more stronger clairvoyance, a better
perception of life & the future .
Now I have no sense of the future .


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Blowin' Up .

Yesterday was fun !
I went to Fairlane & Starter's .
It was me, Jessica, Toya, Djuan, Sieko,
Jaynell, Johnathan, Shay & Stephon . It was
funner then a mug, especially because we all looked
grown so the security didn't stop us . We took pictures
& stuff . Afterwards at like 10:00 me, Toya & Jaynell went
back to Jessica house . We was playin' the game (Mario Party)
until like 10:40 and then we started watchin' Superhero Movie .
We had a lot of fun man ! Me & Jaynelle left at like 11:30 . After I left
Jessica house I went to my Auntie Tracy house . We had sooo much fun
over there, omg . I had a lil' drinky drink (Hennessy) . I hadn't drunk that
since I was like 14, lmfao .

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Get Back .

I am sleepy as fuck .
I gotta get up early to go to work for a meetin' at 10:15 !
I have to buy a new charger for my phone & get my haircut .
Idk, if I get my check 2mrw or not though .
I hope I do doe, I hope its a nice lil' sufficient amount !
I hope it ain't no lil' bitchass check ! Lmfao .


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If Looks Could Kill .

Ok so um It happened again !
I got lazy, I had hard classes, saw the fact that i had a good grade and got lazy .
I got soo lazy that I went from a B in Algebra 3 to a D on my report card, I got so
lazy as to where I had a A in Physiology & Anatomy that I had a D on my report card & I got so lazy as to I had an A in geography I ended up with a C on my reprt card, even though thats ok .
I can't even be mad at no teachers I mean I know it was my fault, I mean I was actin' up or anything, but I just got lazy & let my guard down . The killin' part about it is that I knew it was going to happen ! Heres my report card:

Geography-C
Physiology & Anatomy-D
Management Support-D
Lunch
Algebra 3-D
English 5-C
Academic Games-B

1.667

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Phantom .

Today was straight, I guess .
I got my work uniform !
Is it lame to be excited about that ?
Well if it is, then oh well because bitch I'm ecstatic & tired .
I worked from 3-8 and got a 30 minute break .
Working is very tiring, but its totally worth it .

Tomorrow we get report cards, I am scared .
I know its bad ! Well I don't think like its terrible, but I know I got 2 D's
so thats bad enough for me . I mean I know I got some good grades, so I hope those
good grades out weigh the bad ones .

One of my main problems in school, hell in life, is laziness & procrastination !
One of the things I do, which I am working on changing, is like lets say a teacher shows me
my grade so far and I have an A . I would get sooo lazy that I would begin to procrastinate and say things like "Oh I can do that 2mrw, or I ain't gotta do it, I'll make it up!" Wrong !!!
This has happened to me numerous times ! When I get my report card I see that I got a C or D or even an F ! I hate this, its a terrible habit that never fails . I need to break this damn bad habit or I'm gone be in high school and extra year ! No !!! I have to graduate with my year, I mean I have time to make my credits up !
2010 !!!


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Another Way To Die .

I'm bored .
There's no school 2mrw .
I have to find something to do, but what ?
I mean, my phone is dead & my charger's actin' like a lil hoe !
I can't call & or txt anybody to find out what they doin' & if I can come .
Damnit, I hate this shit, this is worse then not havin' a phone . I mean to sit
here and know I have a phone that I could use if my charger wasn't bein' a hoe is
just makin' me a angry ! I'm good though, I guess .

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Chopped & Screwed .

Yesterday was Halloween !

My halloween was straight, though it could've been a hell of alot better . My cousin Kisha had a movie night (which we have been talking about since summer) and it was nothing like I expected . My expectations were that long story short, it was gone be hype ! We all went to bed at like 12:30-1:00 . I was pissed . I could've went to Angel's party (which I know it was slappin' because her last party was the muthafuckin' shit), or I could've went to Jessica & Jesse movie night (that bitch was slappin', I heard everybody in the background like tell Troy to come . She told me who all was there and one they way and man that shit was hype) . I'm straight doe I guess, can't change the past, only my future so in the future some shit happen like this next year I already know what to do ! Lmfao . Yesterday doe I went to work man I had worked from 3:30-8:30 . I'm excited because I got my first break yesterday ! Lol . It was for 30 minutes . When I was doing the sheetouts doe I had to work with this man and his brathe was stinky as fuck ! It was irritatin' . The pizza dough already got a lil smell when its cold and uncooked, but to smell that and his breathe was hell ! Lmfao . I was like ay you go wash some dishes or something I can handle the sheetouts my self shit, lol . The killin' part about it is that he wasn't even talkin' he was just breathin' alot ! I like my co-workers for Friday too . They cool . So far, I like my co-workers for Tuesday & Friday . Next is to see if I'm gone like my co-workers for Sunday .

Well anyways HAPPY HALLOWEEN !!!!!

|tRoy RiyAn.|