Misery Business !

I am sooo happy ! Another year, I made it . It's '09' ! ! ! Finally, I mean I wanna forget '08' & all it's problems, and the scars & tears it came with . I want '09' to be better, but I realize that life is on as hard as you make it . I can't expect '09' to just be different, I have to put in an effort to make it different . My New Year's resolution this year is to be more ( not in a selfish way ) more self centered . I mean I have to get my life together, I can't be worrried about other peoapl & their problems, or other people in general . Other people aren't going to graduate for me, other people aren't going to keep in shape for me, other people aren't going to take of me better then me ! It's time I grow up more, I mean I got really mature this past, year mainly because I had to grow . It was many situations that caused me to have to grow up, but you know I have no objections to it . I mean I can't take it back so whatever happened, happened . I think the only good thing anybody got outta '08' was Barack Obama ! As I said before, I am going leave '09' behind & follow my own philosophies this year . "Life is like a stage & everybody's watchin', so get your act together ." My English teacher taught me that, and this year I am going to follow it . I am no longer going to be afraid of what people think of me sometimes . I mean for the most part, I don't give a shit, but there are times where I do care . No more ! Anyways I am excited to see what the New Year brings . To all that read this, Happy New Year ! ! !

"I'm in the business
of misery !"

Trouble .

I miss my faves sooo much ! I don't know what I'm gone do 2mrw, because as you know it's New Years Eve . I mean I know I got to work until 10pm then after that I'm out that bitch ! Lol . I miss my bestfriends too . Especially Shanique, I love her sooo much, her & Jessica are my bestfriends ever ! We everything about each, damn I love them .

What I need the most right now though is a phone ! Ugh life without one is terrible . I hope I got to the mall & get them brown chucks so I can wear em' with my new brown army jacket thingy . Well this is all I can think of, meanin' this is all I'm gone type for now, I'm gone !

"You & me together, that
spells trouble . . "

Stepping Stone .

I have to share this, I have 2 days off of work ! Lol . I mean I am very excited at that because the simple fact is that my schedule's be on some bull, lmfao . I mean I got 2 days off & work 2 days straight . Anyways I miss some of my fam . I miss Kisha, Kiana, Franny, Dre all them hoes . I ain't seen them since like the summer ! I miss em' sooo much .

I have been havin' fun lately at work . I mean I love my Little Ceasars fam . We all have lil' menu names . Like I'm Deep Dish, Ashlei is Butter & Parm, Damien is PCB, Danyalle is ICB, Tandra is Baby Pan Pan, Peytra is 8 piece, RJ is Crazy 8, Oakley is Ultimate Supreme, lol . It's fun .

You know I have been talkin' about losing weight for the new year & shit . & my main exscuse was that I needed an iPod, well now that I got one I am going to begin my exercisin' process 2mrw . I finally have everything I needed . Well this is all .

" I'm standing upright
on my own ! "

Shawty, I'm finna take you Outerspace !

Alright . This is a very random blog ! I lost my fuckin' phone ! Lol, this shit is gettin' to become ridiculous . I'm buying another on this weekend, I mean honestly though . This is going to be phone number 5 this year . Anyways, I am lovin' the fuck outta my x-mas presents . The iPod is very pleasing, lol . The cam is the shit as always, oh & the coat is a lil lonely . I mean it's only lonely because it doesn't have any shoes to match them, but I'm finna change all that !

You know how I was always talking about becoming internet famous, well I have the opportunity . The time is now, I mean I am becomin' more & more known . Time for the vids, but I am a lol scared because I don't know what to say in my vids . I mean I have an idea, but I don't wanna look dumb . I'm gone record my first vid tonight and hope it goes well . I'm gone upload it on Facebook first then if it gets a good response then that means its time for the Tube, lol . YOUTUBE ! ! Internet stardom, here I come .

" I'm gonna take you
outerspace ! "

Are You Going To Go My Way ?

Omg, my Christmas was the shit . I loved it . I mean I got literally everything I wanted . I have to go to work today, though . I don't want to, but I'm gone go . I mean I gotta make that & don't let it make me ! Lol . Anyways this is like a short blog because I don't got shit to talk about right now .

" & I won't stop
until I'm done "

Mannequin .

Merry Christmas ! Today is Christmas 2008 . Man I honestly think this is by far the best Christmas I have ever had . I got literally everything I wanted ! I got a iPod nano (the new version), a new sweet ass camera (sony: cybershot), a army like jacket thing & 100 dollars from my dad plus whatever I got left from my last check, and whatever my mama give me .

Then on top of that, Ja'Len got Guitar Hero : World Tour, Mortal Kombat VS. DC Universe, and Soul Caliber IV . They are all fun as fuck, especially Guitar Hero : World Tour . Best game ever ! Well um thats all for now, Merry Christmas again biatches !

" My face like a
mannequin . "

Damn You Look Good & I'm Drunk .

Recently I was fired . It was my first time ever ! I was mad & confused . The reason for me being fired was because, ok , like 2 weeks ago a man came in with a counterfeit 5 ! My boss took it and hung it up in our store so that we would know how one looks . Now Sunday night was the night it came up missing . My boss didn't know who did it so he had to fire everybody that worked that night . Then he just called my house & talked to my dad and said that his wife, my old boss, told him that I wouldn't do nothing like that . So I got my job back . I'm actually excited, because today is Christmas Eve & that means when I get home from work I only have to wait for 2 more hours until I can open up my ipod, play Guitar Hero : World Tour, & play Mortal Kombat Vs. Dc Universe . I can't wait !

Well in other news, I am actually missing school . I miss mainly my friends that I know I'm not going to see outside of Cody . It's not alot of them though, so . I guess that's it for now . . .

" don't ask me to sign
your skin . "

Drum Life .

OK, here we are . Yet another year ending & so much has happened . I must say honestly that 2008 has been the worst year of my life, no scratch that, 2nd worst year of my life . This year started off with a funeral ! I mean like literally after the year had began we had a funeral like a week later . It was my great-grandma on my fathers side . It was sad, but I mean I didn't know her like that . Then afterwards my family was basically told that our grandma (well my great-grandma) wasn't going to make to see the end of the year . We were told that there was no chance, and that she had fluid in her body & the cancer had gotten worse . We were all on edge for days . Though we were all hurt and afraid, my grandma wasn't . She was brave . She said that cancer doesn't have her, she has cancer and shes going to fight it . She did ! The cancer went away for a few months, its back but shes still fighting . As I began to say her is another year ending & my grandma is still here . . .

So, think that was it ? Wrong ! Just when I thought, hey my year can't get any worse, right . Well buckle your seat belts because that was just the tip of the iceberg . Let me take you to May 2008 . I'm finally 16 ! That should make me happy right, well nope . My mother & father had been (at the time) becoming more & more increasingly violent . They fought everyday, for half the time no reason . Mind you, they'd been together for 16 years . Since my birth, and have been literally fighting physically since . They had always had their little fight once in a while, but this had gotten out of hand . My main belief of this is because as my mother's life began to become more, idk, rich , my father's began to become tragic . His father was diagnosed with cancer, and he hadn't had a job in YEARS ! I mean when I say my moms life became more rich, I meant it . She had been told to be a comedian for years . She finally did it . She had her own comedy show & did stand-up . She had business partners and everything . One of her business partners was a wealthy comedian, whose name I forgot by now, who she worked with the most . My father had become more & more jealous . So finally the shit hit the fan ! My father came home from where, idk, & my moms business partner was here with his kids . He couldn't find a babysitter so his kids played with my little brother, while they talked business . Then they decided to go outside & watch the kids play for a minute . He began to play with the kids also & my father watched angrily calling him my moms new man . He noticed the tension and left . My father began to walk around the house mumbling "You got this nigga playin' wit my son & shit ." "You got you a nice lil family man, huh ?" My mom brushed him off, and ignored him . He grabbed a stack of my moms flyer's and ripped them up and began throwing chairs and things . My mom afraid of what he might do, had to sneak out the house & get help . He normally doesn't bother us, but tonight he was pissed . He hadn't hit me but he choked up my little brother who is mind you 10 and threw him into a wall & tossed him on his bed . It was a huge shock, I mean I was terrified . Normally if he had fought my mom I jumped in and got him off of her . For some reason I sat there, my mind went blank & I froze . Long story short, my daddy hit my mama, I fought dad, mom got a restraining order, dad ripped it up, fought mom again, mom shot dad, kids almost tooken . It was too much to type .

This year also had some good times . D'Andre FINALLY graduated, lol . I got a job . My moms starting her own grant writing business . Things are lookin' up towards the end of the year, hopefully we go into '09' with something good . I can't deal with no more bad .

" It's not hard living inside
of a drum ! "

Reach Out .

I'm tired !
I just got off of work .
I've been workin' like crazy, hopefully my check pays off .
I really hope it does . I can go to the mall & buy some shit !


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If I Never See Your Face Again .

I'm relaxin' like a mug today man .
I been workin' all weekend .
It's gone pay-off though, but shit I'm tired .
When I get that LX doe I ain't gone complain, lol .


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Silver & Gold .

I'm sooo close. to gettin' a sidekick LX, omg !
It's like right there in my grasp, but I feel it slippin' away .
I get my check next Saturday, which I'm quit sure my next check will
be pretty good . I work 3 days each week, I did the math . I should get paid
somewhere between 170 & 195, I forgot the exact number . I work tonight though !
My weekend is fucked, I go to work tonight 7-close (12:00) and then I gotta wake up at
like 6:40 because I gotta go to school for academic games, then I go to work again 2mrw
7-close (11:00), so I'm gone be a lil' busy . Sunday is my free-day so I'm prolly just gone chill
or something !

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Dreaming Out Loud .

Is there something wrong with me ?
I mean wtf is going on ?
I realized that I haven't had a dream in almost a year .
I mean I go to sleep & wake up with no recollection of a dream .
I don't dream anymore at all .
It's frustrating .
When I had dreams though I had a more stronger clairvoyance, a better
perception of life & the future .
Now I have no sense of the future .


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Blowin' Up .

Yesterday was fun !
I went to Fairlane & Starter's .
It was me, Jessica, Toya, Djuan, Sieko,
Jaynell, Johnathan, Shay & Stephon . It was
funner then a mug, especially because we all looked
grown so the security didn't stop us . We took pictures
& stuff . Afterwards at like 10:00 me, Toya & Jaynell went
back to Jessica house . We was playin' the game (Mario Party)
until like 10:40 and then we started watchin' Superhero Movie .
We had a lot of fun man ! Me & Jaynelle left at like 11:30 . After I left
Jessica house I went to my Auntie Tracy house . We had sooo much fun
over there, omg . I had a lil' drinky drink (Hennessy) . I hadn't drunk that
since I was like 14, lmfao .

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Get Back .

I am sleepy as fuck .
I gotta get up early to go to work for a meetin' at 10:15 !
I have to buy a new charger for my phone & get my haircut .
Idk, if I get my check 2mrw or not though .
I hope I do doe, I hope its a nice lil' sufficient amount !
I hope it ain't no lil' bitchass check ! Lmfao .


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If Looks Could Kill .

Ok so um It happened again !
I got lazy, I had hard classes, saw the fact that i had a good grade and got lazy .
I got soo lazy that I went from a B in Algebra 3 to a D on my report card, I got so
lazy as to where I had a A in Physiology & Anatomy that I had a D on my report card & I got so lazy as to I had an A in geography I ended up with a C on my reprt card, even though thats ok .
I can't even be mad at no teachers I mean I know it was my fault, I mean I was actin' up or anything, but I just got lazy & let my guard down . The killin' part about it is that I knew it was going to happen ! Heres my report card:

Geography-C
Physiology & Anatomy-D
Management Support-D
Lunch
Algebra 3-D
English 5-C
Academic Games-B

1.667

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Phantom .

Today was straight, I guess .
I got my work uniform !
Is it lame to be excited about that ?
Well if it is, then oh well because bitch I'm ecstatic & tired .
I worked from 3-8 and got a 30 minute break .
Working is very tiring, but its totally worth it .

Tomorrow we get report cards, I am scared .
I know its bad ! Well I don't think like its terrible, but I know I got 2 D's
so thats bad enough for me . I mean I know I got some good grades, so I hope those
good grades out weigh the bad ones .

One of my main problems in school, hell in life, is laziness & procrastination !
One of the things I do, which I am working on changing, is like lets say a teacher shows me
my grade so far and I have an A . I would get sooo lazy that I would begin to procrastinate and say things like "Oh I can do that 2mrw, or I ain't gotta do it, I'll make it up!" Wrong !!!
This has happened to me numerous times ! When I get my report card I see that I got a C or D or even an F ! I hate this, its a terrible habit that never fails . I need to break this damn bad habit or I'm gone be in high school and extra year ! No !!! I have to graduate with my year, I mean I have time to make my credits up !
2010 !!!


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Another Way To Die .

I'm bored .
There's no school 2mrw .
I have to find something to do, but what ?
I mean, my phone is dead & my charger's actin' like a lil hoe !
I can't call & or txt anybody to find out what they doin' & if I can come .
Damnit, I hate this shit, this is worse then not havin' a phone . I mean to sit
here and know I have a phone that I could use if my charger wasn't bein' a hoe is
just makin' me a angry ! I'm good though, I guess .

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Chopped & Screwed .

Yesterday was Halloween !

My halloween was straight, though it could've been a hell of alot better . My cousin Kisha had a movie night (which we have been talking about since summer) and it was nothing like I expected . My expectations were that long story short, it was gone be hype ! We all went to bed at like 12:30-1:00 . I was pissed . I could've went to Angel's party (which I know it was slappin' because her last party was the muthafuckin' shit), or I could've went to Jessica & Jesse movie night (that bitch was slappin', I heard everybody in the background like tell Troy to come . She told me who all was there and one they way and man that shit was hype) . I'm straight doe I guess, can't change the past, only my future so in the future some shit happen like this next year I already know what to do ! Lmfao . Yesterday doe I went to work man I had worked from 3:30-8:30 . I'm excited because I got my first break yesterday ! Lol . It was for 30 minutes . When I was doing the sheetouts doe I had to work with this man and his brathe was stinky as fuck ! It was irritatin' . The pizza dough already got a lil smell when its cold and uncooked, but to smell that and his breathe was hell ! Lmfao . I was like ay you go wash some dishes or something I can handle the sheetouts my self shit, lol . The killin' part about it is that he wasn't even talkin' he was just breathin' alot ! I like my co-workers for Friday too . They cool . So far, I like my co-workers for Tuesday & Friday . Next is to see if I'm gone like my co-workers for Sunday .

Well anyways HAPPY HALLOWEEN !!!!!

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One Shot .

Tommorrow night is halloween !
I go to work 2mrw after school, then get off at 8:30 .
When I get off, I have the choice of either going to Jessica
house for movie night, or going to my second house for movie
night . I can't do both, unless I can find a friend that can drive...
Any takers ?



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Headstrong .

Today was my first day of work . I finally started ! I work with my mama and daddy friend Gwen . She grown or whatever, but she helped me out . I was so nervous at first ! I finally got past all my nervousness and went to work . I had to like stretch the pizza dough (make large pizza's), make the pizza sauce, and do dishes . I work Tuesdays, Fridays, and Sundays . Tuesdays I work 5:00-9:00, Fridays I work 3:30-8:30, and Sundays I work 7:00 to closing time (10:00) . I can't wait until my first check . I get paid every 2 weeks . If my math is correct then I get paid around $196.50 . From every check I have to take out $30 and put it to the side, just to work on my saving habits ! So then I would have $166.50 . Then with my first check I am going to buy a sidekick which is $149.99 . I would then only have 16.51 left . Thats a sufficient amount to use for school lunch money ! Lol .

I did sooo much dishes today ! My back is fuckin' killin' me ! I'm tired as shit . I am thankful for all those times I was on punishment and I had to do the dishes everyday, all day ! With me going through that it was somewhat a breeze for me to do the dishes today at work . I was moving a lil fast, but I got credit because it was my first day . I can't wait to work again . It makes me feel grown, lmfao .

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Universal Mind Control .

Yesterday was sooo fuckin angry .
I went to work, like I was supposed to, and my boss wasn't there !
SO then I left and went home, she told me that I had to come on the
28th which is today, but she said some Monday ! Anyways, I ain't gone be
mad because my first paycheck is going towards a new phone ! Lmfao .

Anyways, me and my future back talking on the phone again ! I was all happy and shit.
You have no idea whatchu do to me, do you ?

"Homeless Man: You got a dollar ?
Buffy Gilmore: Get away from me, you bum .
Cindy Campbell: Buffy, can't you see he's hungry? Here you go, sir, a nice sandwich.
Homeless Man: I said a dollar, bitch ."

I'm random for that, but oh well .
Heroes is the SHIT !!!
It gets lil irritating sometimes, because I have to wait until the next week to understand something . Now I gotta wait 2 WEEKS !!!

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Rocketman .

Today is my first day of work .
I'm feeling so much emotions all at once .
I feel excited, anxious, and a lil nervous .

I'm gettin' ready for school .

"Whats an ass clown ?"

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Ghosts .

I gotta find some shit to do with myself today !
I'm bored, and I got some money .
Just no ride in sight =( .
Idk .
I might be able to find a ride, I hope do .
I don't wanna be all stuck in this house on a Saturday night .



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MIscommunication .

I am tired .
I just got home from a place called El Comino's .
Its, a mexican version of Friday's .
It's pretty good, I wanna see Saw 5 !
I can't wait until I start work .
Why am I still up ?


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Dancing In The Dark .

Ok so um today was pretty eventful !
Anyways, I'm ready for my weekend .
I have plans for Friday, and plans for Saturday .
Sunday ????
I wonder, lmfao .

Smallville, Supernatural, and Always Sunny In Philadelphia come on tonight .
I can't wait, oh damn and BET Hip Hop Awards .

I've been thinking alot lately about alot of shit, and huh !
Idk what to do with my life .
It's like my life keep going up and down . When something good happens,
something bad always happen to fuck it all up ! Lately its been alot of good in my life .
I got rid of the drama and bullshit, Me and my big bro Dre got jobs, I won homecoming Prince,
my auntie graduating from nursing school and a bunch of other good shit . I can feel it though .
I can feel that something bad is going to happen, its bound to happen .

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Renegade .

I am sooo fucking excited !
I got my job !
I start work on Monday .
Fuck relationships and all the drama and bullshit .
Its time for me to worry about me and only me, ya dig ?
I'm not working everyday, but I'm working so I can get some
experience .
Well thats all !


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Superhuman .

Ok so its exactly 7:09 am .
I'm getting ready for school .
I don't wanna go, but I know that I have to .
I have been attending all my classes so far, except academic games .
Thats my seventh hour class, I'm always late so he never lets me in recently
whereas before he didn't care . Heres a somewhat prediction of my report card .

Geography-B
Phys & Anat.-C
MGMT SUPT-C
Lunch
Algebra 3-B
English 5-B
Academic Games-C

g.p.a.=2.300

I hope thats what I got . If it is then yay !!!!

Ok, so um on the relationship tip .
Damn man this shit is soo fuckin confusing .
I mean girls don't know what they want ! Lmfao .
I'm Clyde ! Where's my Bonnie ?

"Weak
I have been crying and crying for weeks
How'd I survive when I could barely speak?
Barely eat?
On my knees" excerpt from 'Superhuman' by Chris Brown ft. Keri Hilson .

I am sooo effin bored . I gotta wait for my ride to get here, I just want Friday to hurry up and come . I got 2 sets of plans . If one of them goes expectantly then I will have time for them both .


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Glow In The Dark .

Grade books are turned in Friday !
I'm scared .
I'm mainly worried about 2 classes .
I hope my shit is good !


I gotta hurry up and get this job !
My mama is kinda holding me back .
I want a job so bad, I got a feeling though
if I wait any longer to turn in my info to get
my job at Little Ceasars then somebody gone take my spot .


This weekend promises to be very fun !
It's La'Toya and Anna birthdays and we supposed
to go to a haunted house and to go see SAW V .
Only thing I'm worried about is having the money and having a ride .
I think the rides taken care of though .


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Bump Like Some Speakers .

I won homecoming !
I am 08-09 homecoming prince .
I think I deserve it .
What am I talking about ?
I do deserve it !

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Just One Nite .

Tomorrow night is the night, tis' homecoming! I cannot wait. I have everything ready. Only thing left to do is get my haircut, find my vest, and get some money and find out what I'm doing after homecoming. I am extremely confident in the fact that I might win homecoming Prince. I really hope I do, I mean I want it sooo bad. Someone asked me like why is it so important to me and my answer was first off, because things like this can help me prepare for when I become and actor and I recieve awards for things like best actor or other awards like that. I am bouta be looking too moist (insider). I mean if I don't win then I won't be too hurt. I'll be pissed of course, but I won't like cry or anything, I'll just remain to have fun.
In other Troy Riyan news, I got a job. I work at Little Ceasars. All I have to do is get a food handler's card, copy of my ssn, a work permit, and thats pretty much it. It'll be a done deal once I get all that. My first check is going to be dedicated to shopping. I will buy 2 pairs of shoes and some clothes, whatever amount of money left will be saved. Then the next one dedicated to electronics. I am going to finally get a SIDEKICK YA'LL!!!
Well normally I have alot to say but not today I'm just so amped up I can't think, sooo um this is all!

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Champaign Chronic Nightcap .

This past week has been bullshit. First off, my love life. WTF is going on? I mean my past relationships have all ended badly, and I always ended up freaking hurt. Its bullshit. I wanna fucking have a GOOD relationship for once. I don't want to be cheated on no mo by dumb hoes. It seemed like everytime it would happen I would be looking all oblivious due to the dumb ass fact that I always fall too damn fast and fall for HOES! Yes I said it HOES. I like being single honestly, its fun. It's irritating because I was talking to this one HOE and I was tryna get to know said HOE better...hoping it would eventually lead to a relationship. I have a very strong clairvoyance I said I don't wanna be talking to you, putting in time and then end up looking stupid when you end up with somebody. I txt or call like whattup baby! Oh um I go with somebody! Like wtf you feel me. So this HOE gone say some damn I ain't gotta worry about that happening and gone say is she feeling somebody else she would tell me and that its only me and this otha nigga she talking to and the otha nigga act like she don't exist. Then I find out like 2 days ago this HOE go with somebody after countless times of telling my 'I like you' 'I feel some chemistry' HOE PLEASE! Now honestly that wasn't the only HOE i was talking to so I figure one hoe down one hoe left. The same thing pretty much happened, like except this was more serious. I'd be like I got a number today and this HOE would get mad! So I txt like whatchu doing bay? Nothing...I says I love you, lol. and then HOE gone say I love you too but I got a man. I was like wtf is her problem...? I have others that i'm talking to but its the simple fact that this shit is getting old! I'm done with it all though. I'm at the point where I'm just gone fucking worry about myself fuck anybody else. I gotta look out for me, I gotta work on myself. I'm done dealing with these HOES, RATS, and whatever else name you wanna call em. I mean I'm not gone try and talk to nobody no more, no asking for HOES numbers, no whattup wit you, whatsup wit me and you. From now on I'm done with the bullshit! Fuck relationships from now on!

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Addiction.

Salutations! I am Brandon Davis also known as the illustrious Troy Riyan. Ok so on here I am going to exhibit three blogs. This one named Troy Riyan will be basically about my life hence it being named after me. So this being the first entry I believe its time to rant about myself. Now I am a very outgoing, fun, silly, random, clumsy, and just all around great personality having person. I am a die hard fan of the following MADtv, Charmed, Buffy The Vampire Slayer, Supernatural, and It's Always Sunny In Philadelphia. I love alternative, pop, rnb, and hip hop music. I am the 10th child on my biological fathers side of 17 children, the 3rd on my stepfathers side, and the 1st on my mama's side. My favorite food is Lasagna. My favorite type of movies are horrors. When I get older I want to become an actor, producer, director, writer, photographer, model, and graphic designer. I am very smart-alecy and sarcastic. I have a severe case of arachnophobia. Spiders creep me the hell out. They have fucking eight legs and all those eyes and that big dumb thorax thingy ugh thinking about them is making my skin crawl. Anyways I love Chuck Taylor's. They are great shoes...My mama hates that I love them so much and that I am starting a collection of Chuck's. I mean it ain't my fault that they are the best shoes ever, lol. I am addicted to MTV and VH1 my tv most of the time stays on those 2 channels, seriously. If you come in my room and its on one of those channels don't fucking change it or I will cut off a limb, lol.

Ok they haven't come up with this but they should I also have a severe case of jimmybonesaphobia. I am terrified of Jimmy Bones. I mean is it me or is Snoop Dogg scary when his hair is pressed, lmfao. I have OCD or in other words Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. In other words OCD is a chronic anxiety disorder most commonly characterized by obsessive, distressing, intrusive thoughts and related compulsions (tasks or "rituals") which attempt to neutralize the obsessions. One of my many rituals is to chew gum in twos. When I chew a piece I have to break it up and chew on both sides...

My phone and camera are extensions of my body. Seriously, when I go somewhere I have to have them both if I don't then I have to have my phone or I will just probably go APE SHIT!!!!

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