Misery Business !

I am sooo happy ! Another year, I made it . It's '09' ! ! ! Finally, I mean I wanna forget '08' & all it's problems, and the scars & tears it came with . I want '09' to be better, but I realize that life is on as hard as you make it . I can't expect '09' to just be different, I have to put in an effort to make it different . My New Year's resolution this year is to be more ( not in a selfish way ) more self centered . I mean I have to get my life together, I can't be worrried about other peoapl & their problems, or other people in general . Other people aren't going to graduate for me, other people aren't going to keep in shape for me, other people aren't going to take of me better then me ! It's time I grow up more, I mean I got really mature this past, year mainly because I had to grow . It was many situations that caused me to have to grow up, but you know I have no objections to it . I mean I can't take it back so whatever happened, happened . I think the only good thing anybody got outta '08' was Barack Obama ! As I said before, I am going leave '09' behind & follow my own philosophies this year . "Life is like a stage & everybody's watchin', so get your act together ." My English teacher taught me that, and this year I am going to follow it . I am no longer going to be afraid of what people think of me sometimes . I mean for the most part, I don't give a shit, but there are times where I do care . No more ! Anyways I am excited to see what the New Year brings . To all that read this, Happy New Year ! ! !

"I'm in the business
of misery !"