Never Too Far .

Oh my god . The past month has been ROCKY as fuck ! I mean it' s been filled with up's & down's already and it's only been a month ! To start it off, I got my report, had to quit my job, Barack Obama' inauguration (has nothing to do with me, but it happened), GRANDMA died ! This shit is hurtful . She died January 22, 2009 . That whole night & day was hard . I mean it finally happened . I didn't mean to sound happy, but it was hard for me, shit it was hard for everybody . It's like I know everybody has to die, but I NEVER thought I'd be going to her's . It was like . . I'm speechless as fuck . I mean it's still hard, because it feels like a dream . With this tragedy, people began to show their true colors . I mean Auntie Cynthia, Ma, Diane, and some others didn't even try to help . Auntie Vanessa, my mama, & Trish were strugglin' & hustlin' to get 6,000 dollars in a few days . It was hard, but their strong . Many unexpected people helped though, namely Josh, me, & Kelly . I only had 40 dollars, but it was somethin' ya' know . Kelly gave 1,000 DOLLARS ! She helped the most, if not for her, they'd probably be still struggling to pay everything . I also met a lot of family from outta town . Some from Las Vegas, Connecticut, etc . We're going to visit my great uncle William in Las Vegas . The man has a freakin' mansion ! Well this is all I'm going to type for now, because I am on punishment, and I'm sneakin' on the pc, lol .

"In the memories
there is solace "