IFULEAVE .

That's it . I started off the new year alone, and I think I will end up alone for the whole year . As I said before, I feel like everything happens for a reason . So look, I have had 3 opportunities for love & for some reason something always happens and fucks it up . Honestly I fuck it up, I don't know if I do it on purpose or if I'm just slow, idk . It's like I don't mind bein' single, shits fun, but at the same time I haven't been in a relationship since the summer '08' in August, so I think it's time for a new one ya' know . It's hard to explain and too much to type if I could explain what happened and how I sabotaged my chances . Just know that I think I might have fucked myself over, AGAIN !!!

"You think I can be
so arrogant, arrogant! "