Saturday, January 3, 2009

Street Lights .

That's fuckin' it ! I had enough of this shit . Next motherfucka' call me fake, I'm gone show you how fake a person can get . People keep claimin' that I'm fake . I ask, how ? They say you don't call me nomore, you don't come see me & shit like that . First off, motherfucka' it's not fake if I have shit to do . I mean are you going to catch my credits up & make sure I graduate on time for me ? NOO ! Are you going to juggle school & a constant schedule change from my job for me ? NOO ! Are you going to do anything for me ? NOO, and for that matter what are you doing for me now that I should just stop every fuckin' thing in my life to talk to you ! I mean your sooooo fuckin' important ! Hm, nothing !

I mean and last time I checked ain't none of you bitches knockin' down doors to talk to me & come see me and shit . You got my number just as well as I got yours, and for that matter if you really pay some fuckin' attention . I have barely had a phone lately . I mean I had 3 phones in the 4 months, sorry for the fuckin' inconvenience . I mean I didin't mean to lose my phone & not be able to talk to you all, sorry ! I mean truly, NOT !!! Wtf ?! I mean you got my adress too, last I checked . Shit's crazy . I mean I am like the realest nigga you will know, and I'm fake because of that . I thought fake was shit like when niggas act different towards you when certain people around, not when you can barely talk to someone because they be busy, I mean damn I thought that was called takin' care of business . Maybe I'm wrong, and to be on the other side of things . Since you quick to jump down my throat about how fake I am, did you happen to know whte shit I had went through this past year ? Did you happen to find out how I was almost put in foster care, almost lost my dad, and almost had my mama in jail for life, worried about how my grandma & if she going to make to another day, or if my Grandpa is going to make to another holiday, NOOOO ! All you were worried about was that i couldn't talk to you ! Well here you go, I hope this is enough talkin' for you, because this all the talkin' we gone do this year, at least until you get YOUR priorities straight, and realize I ain't finna' stop my life for you !


" I know my
destination ! "

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